Im 25 and I still love video games, is there something wrong with me? I grew up with them from a young age having all the nintendo and sega consoles... and an atari if I remember correctly. Rampage made a good observation that video games are aimed at adults now so its all cool. That means I have been targeted by game producers since I was young and still continue to be even though their target market has changed. Will my generation be the first in the retirement home to have 3d battles around the halls with other geriatrics...? Probably. And you know what... that sounds cool to me. As long as I dont throw my hip out doing it.

RIP Sean McCarthy

They shall grow not old, as we that are left grow old:
Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn.
At the going down of the sun and in the morning
We will remember them.

Things I miss about my old life...

Not being able to buy anything that I want when I want... and requiring to save money to buy food etc. I never had this problem in my old job, as I was paid rather well...

My car. Ohhh my sporty red little Mitsubishi MR Lancer. I miss you baby... We used to have so much fun speeding down outback highways... *crying* I shed a tear for you, but at least I know the person you went to will look after you...

My family. Not being able to take my car and drive to see them on the weekends or if I was living in another city it was a Friday afternoon flight back to Brisbane for the weekend.

My Army mates. Miss them alot. Havn't had a party like we used to have since I left. Although I do like my friends here because we do have good parties.

Respect. I used to be pretty good at my job.. I presume. Now I am just someone who has no credentials except for whats written on a piece of paper. And as such people dont listen to me like they used to... I dont mean to sound power hungry here but if you want advice on something, I dont care if you do what I suggest, but at least listen to me and any experience or opinions I may have, ESPECIALLY IF YOU ASK FOR IT!!!

I miss much more but I think that this will do for the moment..

Peace Out

Well here is what crazy ex-commies will do for a laugh

OK sorry I know its been a while but lack of computer access and my laziness is to blame.

Whats happened.. in a nut shell... a nut has grown.

Been playing football.. and actually getting better. I can now run the length of the pitch with only 1 drinks break.

Too many problems with choosing which woman I want. Argghh what ever happened to beggars cant be choosers?

Moved alot of furniture. Moved a few people, got to drive a truck again.. yay and got to drive on the crazy side of the road through Berlin...

Been working a fair bit and am currently procrastinating writing e-mails for camps... but I know as soon as I am done with sending stupid eggs that hatch on facebook I will do it... (Got to do all the important stuff first.)

Applied first aid to a few people Rampage for example and yet still ahve to do another first aid course.. hummm. If it wasn't for me Rampie would have lost the leg im sure... hehehe

Done alot of training for work... Although it has been most informative and did answer all the questions I wanted...

Made an ass of myself at work. Trying to help out... Crash and burn Maveric

Drank alot of beer during the Euro Football Championships... Way too much.. so I have given up since Sunday

Cant wait until summer camps so that I can get outa Berlin for a while...

That should about do for now.. lots of facebook before I can write these e-mails